Cannabis: Potent Anti-depressant In Low Doses, Worsens Depression At High Doses

Cannabis: Potent Anti-depressant In Low Doses, Worsens Depression At High Doses

The Chemical Romance - Love, Happiness, Serotonin and the letter E

Beans, little ones, pills whatever you wanna call them, raving and misbehaving is great while it lasts, the honeymoon will never last forever!
A chemical romance with MDMA will connect to your every desire, thoughts and memories and leave a huge psychological footprint and lasting
emotional addiction which is impossible to get rid of once it’s taken hold.

As an ex-user of mdma, who’s first love was music and the rave scene(the drugs came years after), and one that stupidly mixed moderate quantities
of alcohol and an average of 5 tablets a night. This seems to be the norm in the UK, where the dance music ’scene’ and clubbing/raving will eventually
lure most people to taste their first ecstasy pill.

 Having been ‘clean’ from the scene since 2005, i have limited my clubbing activities drastically as even the taste of alcohol and a few pints
later in the wrong venue will make my cravings spiral out of control and will end up indulging once again!
 It’s too easy to fall back in love with chemicals and as an ex pillhead i had to dump the majority of my pill munching friends to save my sanity and to keep closed the doors of temptation!

 So why give it all up? A polluted mind, ecstasy abuse will never totally f*ck you up but will have serious consequencies on cognitive ability and memory function. So my short term memory is all over the place,memories/thoughts disappear randomly out of my mind for no reason and if i’m lucky may
re-appear when it’s too late to matter. Concentation levels are real bad, as a once intelligent person without being able to concentrate when
it really matters makes you appear to be extremely dumb!
  As well as general sometimes unbearable anxiety, low self confidence, mood swings that still persist like it was a sunday morning after a rave
, feeling burnt out all the time with low energy levels and sleep problems that ensure you’ll never have a good 8 hours sleep ever again!!

  An ex ecstasy users lack of focus leads to a pretty unproductive life, as you will find it hard to enjoy something long enough without
changing your mind and rational decision making becomes all the more difficult with a polluted mind.

  So if you just got into the love drug or tempted to do so in the future, this is an account from someone that’s been there and managed
to come back and recovered to a certain extent but the damage has been done. Even my eyesight has suffered as a result!

 Who knows if it was really the MDMA or the other cocktail of chemicals in your average adulterated pill.

 If you must take ecstasy do so in moderation, moderation is the word. Risk is lowered if you indulge only a few times here and there,
don’t cross the line into the 5-10 a week every week like i did, maybe someone who is reading this will benefit from my unfortunate experience!
When the comedowns outweigh the good times you know it’s time to give up for good!